tomorrow.

It's amazing how much the thought of tomorrow upsets me.
Not any specific tomorrow.
Just in general.
I've given up that feeling of excitement for a new day.
Maybe that's just the pessimist in me.
But it's true. It's been a looong time since I was truly excited to wake up the next morning.
I'm not saying I take life for granted. At least, I try not to.
I'm just saying that I wish I had something to look forward to.
I very often stay up late at night, just so that tomorrow won't come any sooner.

I'm trying my hardest to Carpe Diem, or 'seize the day' but that's hard when life gets in the way.